Well, school has definitely started up full force again. It's crazy odd to think of this as my last semester as a student at FSU. But I think the most shocking part of it, to me at least, is that I'm totally okay with that. I'm not sure I even really ever liked the school...all I know was that I was drawn to the beauty of the campus.
I'm ecstatic to report that Es is back. That makes me more overjoyed than I could ever portray to anyone.
However - at the same time, I feel like things are drifting from what I know, and somehow, life is adjusting itself to the HUGE change I know I'm about to make. And as daunting as any sort of change is to me, I'm more excited by that prospect than anything else I've encountered. That's gotta be saying something, right?
All that being said, I do have to admit that I have some pretty kick ass classes this semester, and I couldn't think of any other way to close out my time here. And ultimately, none of this matters. I feel, and have felt for some time, that I'm just going through the motions waiting for something extraordinary to happen...
I think, though, that I'm starting to realize that I'm the only one who can make my ordinary into something extraordinary. I think I'm working towards that, but who really knows...?
